squirrelPMS

squish them in your eyes. the pain won't be nearly as bad as it is now. Recently, I have been very depressed, and, adding to my pain, my best friend slips into the life-stream. She had very advanced cancer. wow, life sure sucks. I drew her a picture but I don't think it was enough. I wasn't there for her, and I regret that. she needed me and I wasn't there. I really think i loved her, too. I shouldn't have left Austria in the first place. life would've been easier. I am so mad with a tinge of regret and guilt. so I'm gonna squish those lemons. squish the pain away There are a lot of people who helped me through this, and I am so

i said i would submit something about the train ride in Chataguay but it wouldn't let me, so i flailed for about five seconds then gave up. well, i guess i'll just tell the select few of you who will read this about the train thing: -It started with me simply listening to my ipod. it was raining outside and everything was gloomy. when i look up from my lap, and over to the Canadian border which happens to be right there. it was, like, the only clear sky for MILES and it was GLOWING with sunbeams and EVERYTHING. like it came from heaven. i cried that day. thank you. yours truely, Chris.

I feel like i have gone mad. i'm splayed out on the couch trying to take a nap, when y brother enters the room. you know, that's normal, and so is eating cheesepuffs, which is what he's doing. latour on, after my nap, i look over and my brother has lit a fire (in the fireplace of coarse) but he is hunched over it like a madman. i ask him what he's doing and he turns around. there, in his hand, is a cheese puff, on a stick, in the fire. like a marshmallow. he was roasting a fucking cheese puff. what a simply MARVELOUS way to introduce myself.